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The Contradicting System
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Welcome!We are a diagnosed Partial DID system called the Contradicting System. Alternative names include, The Rainbow Collective/Collection and The Galestar Flock.We have ~34 alters/headmates we are aware of, and 25 that have introduced themself.
We also have a subsystem of 11, but they will not be included here nor does the information speak for them.Collectively we use they/he/it, and you can call us Leo, Icarus, or Rose as those are our hosts.
When referring to ourself as a system we will use we/our/ourself,
When referring to ourself individually, we will use I/me/myself.We are part of the LGBTQIA+ community and identify as Agender and Aroace. We are also physically transmasculine.Bodily, we are a legal adult, but our host, or main fronter as you may see us refer to them, is an age slider that slides to ages below 18. Due to this, we will only interact with accounts that don’t want minors interacting when they are 18+ or not present.Besides having P-DID, we also have other disorders which we will not be sharing or expanding directly on.Also if you are sensitive to swearing, be cautious because we do swear. Not aggressively, but there may be some here and there. And if anyone needs a trigger warning PLEASE, and I mean PLEASE tell us, we will gladly add it and we do try to warn of topics that may be triggering on the post, but we will always add onto those if asked.Now that all the serious information stuff is out of the way, we hope you have a nice stay!This is linked both at the bottom of this page and in the Collective intros section, but please read this page for all pronouns and terms:
https://pronouns.cc/@Maybe-Rainbow-Roses
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Meet
The Contradicting System
listed by how often they front
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Contains info not listed on tumblr[Hosts/Main Fronters]:-[🎧]
Leo - They/it
Aroace, Agender
Human (star/deity otherkin)
Ageslider: minor (below 18) through current body age
Roles:
Productivity Alter
Mental and Physical persecutor
Associated color(s): 🩵 and Teals[☀️]
Icarus - Any (They/he preferred)
Abrosexual and romantic
(pan <—> Aroace) w/ no in between
Non-human Hybrid: Half-bird, demigod
Earlier-mid 20s
Fictive of c! Icarus/Sherbert from Fable SMP
Roles:
Mental + Social + external emotional protector
Inside-the-front Gatekeeper
Associated colors: 💛, gold, 💜, and full rainbow Ty dye[🌹]
Rose - Any
Aroace, gender-fluid
Shapeshifter
Adult presenting but no set age range
Roles:
(General) internal + Mental protector
Anger holder/regulator/processor
Front ISH
Outside-of-front Gatekeeper
Associated colors: darker + saturated reds-[Others that often co-con/(co-)front]:-[♠️]
Void - Voi/Void/Voidself, they/it
Aroace, gender void/agender
Embodiment of our Headspace’s Void
No age, slides between child and adult presenting
Roles:
Internal Self Helper
Internal Emotional Protector
Caretaker
Associated colors: 🖤, 🩶, and darker grays[🧬]
Charlie - She/they
Aroace, Demigirl
Human
Minor - (mid teens) middle
Roles:
Core
Memory holder
Perpetrator
Associated color: 💜 and light shades of purple[🦜]
Sherbert/Rina - They/Them
Asexual, Panromantic, Non-binary
Human (Avian Kin)
21
Fictive/Factive
-Fictive of all of Sherbertquake56’s Minecraft character’s
-Factive of Streamer: Sherbertquake56
Roles:
Emotional Processor
Mood Booster
Associated colors: 💛,💜[🌙 or 🗡️💜]
Centross - he/him
Bisexual, cis male
Mostly human
Adult
Roles:
(Probably) protector
Associated color: 💜 or 🖤[🕷️💘]
Angel -He/him
Pansexual, transmale
Demon spider like thing
Mid 20s
Fictive of Angel Dust from Hazbin Hotel
Roles:
Sexual Protector/Sexuality Holder-[People that can co-con/front but don’t often]:-[👁️]
Emery - They/she/it, ey/eye/eyeself
Asexual, Demiromantic biromantic, non-binary
Non-human: Eye Avatar
24
Fictive of Emery an OC based on The Magnus Archives (TMA)
Roles:
Information (not related to the system) holder
Protector
Associated colors: 💚 and darker greens[🌸]
Pink - She/her - Fragment
Pansexual, Aromatic, Cis woman
Human
Late teens-earlier 20s
Roles:
Differentiating Creativity Holder
Associated Colors: 🩷, 🧡, 💛, and white[🌻]
Apollo - He/She/They, sun/suns/sunself
Bisexual, Genderfluid
Non human: Greek God
4000+ appears in 20s-ish
Fictive of Apollo/Lester from Trials of Apollo
Roles:
Mood Booster
Symptom Holder
Associated colors: 💛 and Gold[♟️👑]
Ambrose/Atlas - he/him
Pansexual, Cis male
Kind of like a grim reaper
20s
It’s up for debate on whether he is or is not a fictive
Roles:
Protector
Associated colors: 🖤, gold, and white[📻🔴]
Alister - He/it, Radio/Radios/Radioself - Fragment
Aroace, Agender
Radio Demon
Ageless adult
Fictive of Alister from Hazbin Hotel
Roles:
Communication Helper-[People that co-front/con together]-[🩸]
Crimson - Any
Lesbian, genderfluid
Mostly human
Adult
Physical/Body protector
Confidence holder
Symptom holder
Associated color: ❤️ and ♥️+[💋]
Azzie/Az - She/they/it
Pansexual, Aromantic, Non-binary Demi-girl
Demon (succubus)
Adult
Fictive of Helluva Boss OC
Roles:
Body/sexual protector
Social Alter
Body Confidence Improver
Associated Colors: 💜, ❤️, and 🩷=[🎮]
HH (or Heyhay) - they/them - Fragment
Pansexual, non-binary
Human
24-26
Factive of Streamer: Heyhay13
Roles:
Who know!
Associated colors: 💜/💙/🩵+[🎪]
Fizzie/Froggie - He/It, Clown/Clowns/Clownself
Pansexual, Aromantic, Genderfluid
Demon
Adult (I forgor my age :( -🎪)
Fictive of Fizzarolli from Helluva Boss
Roles:
Social Alter (but we call it our social guy)
Associated colors: ❤️, 💚, 💛, 💜, 💙, and 🩵=[🍄]
Ram - They/They/Rot
Demisexual Pansexual, Non-binary
Ram-Human Hybrid
Adult (late 20s-early 30s)
Roles:
Protector-[Those that don’t front for many reasons, but will co-con sometimes]-[🌌]
Rhea - see link “In depth pronouns list” on the bottom of this page or the homepage for list of pronouns
Aroace, Spacegender
Non-human, split of Leo’s otherkin. Star-Deity (but not a god)
No age
Roles:
Soother
Caretaker
Emotional Processor
Associated colors: what colors do you associate with space? Yep, everything you thought of[🐾]
Eevee - it/its/she
Aroace
Non human
No age
Fictive of Serena’s Eevee from Pokémon XY(Z)
Roles:
Anxiety and Reassurance Holder
Associated colors: 🤎 and white/light greys[🎀]
Slyveon - it/she
Aroace
Non-human
No age
Fictive of Serena’s Slyveon from Pokemon XYZ
Roles
Performance Confidence Holder
Associated colors: 🩷 and light pinks, 🩵 and lighter blues[⚔️]
Lea/Lav - she/her
Aroace, Trans female
Mutant
Like 17-19
Fictive of Leo from tmnt 2012
Roles:
Unknown
Associated colors: 💙 and other darker blues[🌱]
Ben - he/him
Gay, Trans Male
Humanized Plant
Early 20s
Fictive from a personal story (from when we were like 10)
Roles:
Unknown
Associated colors: 💚, 🩵, and 💙[🌈]
Quixis - they/them, sometimes he or it - Fragment
Aroace, Agender
Not human
Ageless adult
Fictive of Quixis from Fable SMP and more
Roles:
Memory holder
Negative emotion holder
Pain holder and handler
Associated colors: All the colors of the rainbow :)[💵]
Husker - he/him - Fragment(?)
Asexual bi(probably), Transmasc
Demon
Adult, late 20s
Fictive of Husk from Hazbin Hotel
Roles:
Rationalizer-
💛Meet the hosts🩵
[🩵] Leo [🩵]
Hello everyone reading this, my name is Leo and I use they/it pronouns. I am Aroace and agender, with just a drop of masculine energy in there. My age varies due to me being an age slider, I usually slide between -12, 16 and the bodies current age, but sometimes I go higher or lower.Along with being the main fronter, I am the main productivity alter as well as a persecutor.I am the one that- contains? Holds? Is a part of the subsystem.Some history about me is as follows: I was one of the first alters formed along with Rose, though I don’t have a specific age of ‘formation’. Around the age of 12, I do know that I disappeared for some reason (I don’t even know where I went). But I reappeared when the body was 17, around the time we got our diagnosis. After I reappeared, I found that I was fronting a lot and so I was deemed the host and have been since then.Between me, Icarus, and Rose, I spend most of my time doing our schoolwork and hanging out with our partners not online. You may see my tag quite often, though Icarus is usually the one that is using Tumblr to interact and stuff,Outside of the system, I am in a QPR with a friend that doesn’t have tumblr and have been in this relationship for 3 years. I am also in a QPR with 2 other people, this was established recently (as of 27/12/23), one of which is also a system!And yeah, I think that’s it :]
[💛] Icarus [💛]
Hi to all that are reading, my name is Icarus and I use any pronouns with a preference for they/he. I am Abrosexual and romantic, and I’m currently in my pan aroallo era. I’m in my I am also Non-binary with a little bit of genderfluid spice, I’m also transmasc. I don’t know my exact age but I appear to be in my earlier-mid 20s.I co-host the system along side Leo and Rose. Besides that I am a Gatekeeper (monitoring who leaves front) and the mental protector.Also, I am a fictive of c! Icarus/Sherbert from Fable SMP, who is portrayed by Sherbertquake56 on Twitch and Tiktok and Sherbert Quake on YouTube. I am welcome to all sourcetalk and sourcemates, however to source mates, my memories may be a bit different from canon!Compared to Leo, I’m relatively new, only having been around 2-ish years. In 2021, I formed, but it wasn’t until late 2022 that I became one of the main-fronters. While I do have the option to leave the Front area, I don’t often. I prefer being able to see the world outside headspace.Tumblr wise, I’m the one spending most of my time there. You’ll probably see my tag a lot when we post. I used to do a lot of outside socializing, but Leo now has that covered so now I’m taking their job >:). Due to reasons, I am also the main one between Rose and I to front while we’re at work.In the system, I am currently in a relationship with Ambrose and in a QPR with Emery. Outside of the system, I’m dating Charles and I am in a QPR with Quixis, both from my source. I also have several other partners that I will not list here for reasons.
I am also part of one of the QPR’s that Leo is a part of.And that’s all! Feel free to ask either of us any questions you may have!
[❤️] Rose [❤️]
Hi, my name is Rose (as you can see above) and I use any pronouns with no preference. I am Aroace and Genderfluid. I have no set age due to being a physical shapeshifter (no I don’t mean outside the brain physically, I mean in headspace). However, I do age with the body, so I will be considered an adult no matter what form I’m in.[this paragraph is important, but could be considered triggering, read with caution]I would like to note before I say anything else, that despite my human appearance, I am not human, I do not have human limits (particularly emotionally), and I only have a vague grasp of emotion outside of the system.[end of the triggering zone]
If I come off as harsh, offensive, or abrasive, I ask that you tell me. I do not want miscommunication or discomfort to occur.Continuing on, I’ve only been a labeled host for a little bit due to my recent uptake in fronting. After a discussion with Leo and Icarus, we agreed that I would be labeled a co-host along side Icarus and Leo. Aside from that, I am a gatekeeper with Icarus but I monitor who enters front (the opposite of what they do), a ISH for the Front, and a Protector internally. I am also an Anger holder/processor/regulator.Leo and I are two of the oldest alters known in the system aside from Charlie for near obvious reasons. I’m believed to be the first alter formed with Leo forming slightly after. I have been around since that time and it has given me a strong understanding of how the system works and who’s in it. I helped Charlie to try to get a diagnosis, and when Leo reappeared, I helped it readjust to being in the system.I am not in a relationship with anyone, nor do I ever plan to be. I am not one of the headmates in a relationship with the bodies queerplatonic partner.I and Void are something of anchors for our system. We both have a lot of roles and are usually the beings that the others come to when they need to know something or need help. It’s been pointed out to us that we are nearly opposites, and that is a correct assumption to make as it is fairly accurate.To be honest, despite my rather ‘harsh’ demeanor, I’m typically the one who is dealing with socializing with strangers and friends who don’t know were a system yet. I also help Icarus with fronting at work.I believe that is all you need to know about me (most likely more).
🎭 Interests + About Us! 🎭
Interests
Note: this is not the master list of all our interest, these are just the ones I could remember right now!Collective Hobbies/Passtimes: Theater, Writing, reading, listening to music, swimming, Hiking, knitting, playing games (card, video, board, etc. we love them all), Tumblr
Collective Interests: Greek mythology, Space, psychology, poetry, art, D-and-D (the & symbol looks weird in this font, so we changed it), and BirdsFandoms/Media: Wolf 359, The Amazing Digital Circus, Inscryption, Pokémon, Spider-man into/across the spiderverse, hunger games, five nights at Freddy’s, Fable SMP, Minecraft in general, Skyrim, Slime Rancher 2, Papers Please, Raft, Adventure Time (FIONA AND CAKE <333), The Magnus Archives, Welcome to Nightvale, and Helluva Boss (yes, we are very much aware of the problematic things that surround it, we do not support the problems).
About Us
Aka where I try to give information so you can picture me better.Currently in life, we are living with our queer platonic partners (we have 3! One is also a system) and it’s wonderful. I adore them all so much and I wish they had tumblr so we could silly together, but alas.
Due to Leo being so very epic or something, we were able to graduate college early with an associates in science and are currently working on getting our major in psychology. We have a part-time job that Icarus and Rose handle most of the time.
We have been a diagnosed system since we were 17-18 (wdk, age and memory are wacky), we blame/thank Charlie. We have been in therapy since then to help cope with the trauma, and though we still have a long way to go, we’ve come so far from where we began [Hint: this is me saying that even if it’s shit right now, doesn’t mean that it’s always going to be. There are always your own unique steps that you can take to heal]
We live in Europe (not going to specify where in Europe for our comfort), but we were raised in the US. We moved here around a year and half after we got our associates with our queerplatonic partners. In the US, we were originally diagnosed with OSDD-1b, but the therapist that we see here is only using the ICD-11 hence our P-DID diagnosis, which we do align more with! So, good for us :). (Not fully aligned, but it is more similar to what we experience)
Bodily, we are on the taller size, we forgot the actual height but it’s between 5’8” and 6’0”. We are also in our 20s and our birthday is in January.
In case you haven’t guessed (/lh), we are afab, though we have gotten the Top Surgery TM to feel more androgynous. Besides that, we’ve never done anything with our voice because it’s always been on the lower side and we’re happy with it!
Will wood, Lemon Demon, and The Crane Wives are our beloved music wise. Shayfer James, Beetlejuice + Six + Heathers the musicals, Kaden MacKay, and Tom Cardy are also beloved but like a teir below.And that’s all I could think of lol. If your want to ask questions, go ahead. Be aware that if the question is too personal or makes us uncomfortable we will not be answer it :]
The Serious Box!
It’s so serious that the box isn’t even colorful. Below are some things that are important when interacting with us. Please respect our boundaries.We will freely block if any of these are not met:Starting off with the basic DNI criteria (racists, homophobes/transphobes, etc.) that you will find in 99% of DNI’s, we do not support you. Leave and DNIOur page is absolutely syscourse free, DNI if you want to bring it here.
This also goes for any other form of discourse. While we may have a preferred side in the discourse, 9 out of 10 times, we do not care, so just don’t bring it near us. Yes, this includes real life events, why would it not.Asks: Yes, gladly. Just understand that we may not always respond exactly how you “want” if the question is too personal
DMs: Only 16 or older due to the age of our hosts.
Mutuals: As long as your okay with me and I’m okay with you, Your always welcome.
Tonetags: not required, but appreciated. We will also ask if the tone is unclear
Mentions: if you think we will like it than sure.
No Fakeclaimers
We support researched and educated self-diagnosis
We do swear, and it’s okay if you swear when interacting with us. We just please ask that you don’t use any slurs when interacting with us.
Endo/non-traumagenic systems: as we said before we do not care for syscourse. Our blog is for systems and plurals of all kind, so as long as your that, your chill.
Singlets: Yeah, you guys can interact, feel free to ask questions.
Minors: Interaction is okay, our page is SFW, but, again, we do swear. If you do not like swearing, posts with swear have a warning and you can take whatever action you feel necessary.
Ask to Front: unfortunately we do not have a lot of control over who is fronting, despite our two (2) gatekeepers, we can only prevent people from fronting not removing or changing who’s in front. So no
Flirting: do people actually do that? Only with clear tone tags
Ask who’s fronting: yeah, none of us care.We try to be as welcoming as possible to everyone, but please take these things into consideration. This may be subject to change if anyone in the system thinks of more to add. If anyone has questions about boundaries, you can DM us or ask us on Tumblr.